Sickness I'm still having my memories and regrets about everything that I did to people. Like being a bad person without realising it and blaming my victims for standing up against me. I am autistic so I have it hard to see the true reality in a social life and will make mistakes without knowing. It isn't bad showing my sadness and sickness cause feeling and showing sadness is what makes you look human and trustworthy.
I made a lot of messes and I'm sorry for all of it.